Lyrics Dear God - Elijah Yo

Dear God, Its been a minute since the last time spoke
I know... thats probly my fault
Lately I been dealin' wit Alot Tho
Feelin' like the weight on my shoulders won't ever stop tho
I still put the' work in like el chapo
Night until the Morning like alonzo
Thats the mentality until I blow Whippin' in a Murcielago
But... Tryna trust in the process til I pop tho
Is gettin' harder for me and sometimes I wanna drop tho but...
I need balance in my life thats what the wifey tell me
But somehow I push her away when she try to help me
I keep tellin' her Im'a change she dont ever doubt me
Got me askin' if her life would be better Witout me
... Plus I been overthinkin' too much lately
June baby youknow Im crazy & never lazy
Prodigal Son yeah Im back again man you probly Hate Me
But i'll forever be greatfull homie thats how you made me

Dear God, I know we only conversate when I be at my lowest
Embaressed to say it but know that I dont ever show it
You been Sowin' Seeds since I was a seed
And Now I believe Im ready for the life you set for me I know it
Even tho I got some growin to do
Homie I know when I win a Grammy I Owe it to you
And tho I fail now
I know you watch over me commonly Honestly
Cause I probably shoulda been up in jail now
...And Im hopin' uncle jonahs good
My dad ain't been the same without him I know I would...
Lose it if levi or bshay had ever passed
They like my brothers the realist ones that Iv'e ever had
Im 20 now & I think Im startin' to understand
A little more about the life that you planned
When I was a baby in Auckland destined to be the man
Who dreams bigger and makes a reality off it damn Im grateful