Lyrics Harder To Lie. - Elijah

Yeah, I swear I don't even remember your face
All my memories of you are startin' to fade
Not spendin' every night here lyin' awake
Yeah, I'm doin' okay, I swear that I'm okay, yeah

I'm suffocating from self-medicating
And I don't know a way out
When I say I blame you and scream that I hate you
It tastes like blood in my mouth
And I can't face all of my mistakes
So I broke every mirror in this place
I'm suffocating from self-medicating
Like I don't know a way out

Yeah, I swear I don't even remember your face
All my memories of you are startin' to fade
Not spendin' every night here lyin' awake
Yeah, I'm doin' okay, I swear that I'm okay
I keep sayin' that it gets better with time
Keep tellin' everybody that I'm doin' fine
Yeah, you're not always sittin' in the back of my mind
It's really gettin' harder and harder to lie, yeah

Feeling so hopeless, but you'll never notice
'Cause you know that I won't admit
That you cut me open here alone and broken
Yeah, you left me so sick
I bite my tongue when it comes to you
Just hide and choke down the truth
Feeling so hopeless, but you'll never notice
Why can't you see what you did?

Yeah, I swear I don't even remember your face
All my memories of you are startin' to fade
Not spendin' every night here lyin' awake
Yeah, I'm doin' okay, I swear that I'm okay
I keep sayin' that it gets better with time
Keep tellin' everybody that I'm doin' fine
Yeah, you're not always sittin' in the back of my mind
It's really gettin' harder and harder to lie, yeah

(Oh, oh, oh) harder to lie, (oh, oh, oh) harder to lie, yeah
(Oh, oh, oh) harder to lie, (oh, oh, oh) harder to lie

I know my walls are cavin' in
'Cause you broke me down again and again
Disguise my lies beneath my skin
I just pretend
I just pretend (I swear, I don't even remember your face)
(All my memories of you are startin' to fade)

Yeah, I swear I don't even remember your face
All my memories of you are startin' to fade
Not spendin' every night here lyin' awake
Yeah, I'm doin' okay, I swear that I'm okay
I keep sayin' that it gets better with time
Keep tellin' everybody that I'm doin' fine
Yeah, you're not always sittin' in the back of my mind
It's really gettin' harder and harder to lie, yeah

(Oh, oh, oh) harder to lie, (oh, oh, oh) harder to lie, yeah
(Oh, oh, oh) harder to lie, (oh, oh, oh) harder to lie, yeah