Lyrics Changes - Kristina , Emiar

I wish I could replace my heart with metal cogs
So it will never brake, and never rot
Like the one I had before the time I fell in love
I wish I could replace my mouth with iron jaws so I can eat any obstacles, because my feet are tired of climbing walls
I wish my eyes are just lenses that senses nothing
They are cameras, so I don't see this world's offensive nature, and cancerous portraitures
Everything's black and white
Can't paint it right
But picture's blurred, I might
Take the canvas and burn it
Bury it, 'cause I'm still learning
To digest the pain, I cause, I've earned it

The wind's blowing away, with changes on its way
All bridges burnt, they light my road below my soul
But I know I have to give a go
To be reborn in ashes, from the ground
Today I'll change it all, change it all
I open door, to coming war, I can't ignore
My core is melting slowly as I row
To the light till there is dark no more

All my life, I've seen repetition
To fulfil the ambitions, I rowed
In a direction of a mission
But I guess I've been gassed by emission of my own premonition of failure
It became my tradition, because the worse my condition's the better
Pain enters my body by force, such a pleasure
Measured in treasures I make
However, I knew that I can't
Digest it forever
A taste of inspiration, got lost in a ration
Of constant frustration and artwork stagnation
Is the consequence I'm facing
Found my devils, embraced 'em
But what am I chasing in this avarice racing?
I don't know
But patiently waiting for changes in basement
Not my motivation, I'm not wasting my years, so today I'm escaping
My mental prison, because my reason is

The wind's blowing away, with changes on its way
All bridges burnt, they light my road below my soul
But I know I have to give a go
To be reborn in ashes, from the ground
Today I'll change it all, change it all
I open door, to coming war, I can't ignore
My core is melting slowly as I row
To the light till there is dark no more

Why should I be? Another hero to breach
Castle walls just to reach the objective of my distant adventure
Rather than staying discreet
Or being lost in abyss I have consciously entered
That is just me, or the devils awoken together did it all finally
I'm sorry my love but I failed ya
Going through cycles of changes
And skipping through pages
Tiny details that complete my own ages of life
Breathing doesn't mean that you're alive
So I strive to derive only good lessons
To impress my own ego, but guessing
What will I see in the end and is there somebody intended for me in this world
With mutual dependence
But until I meet her, I'll keep doing the list of my endless amendments
For the name I was given and for my descendants

The wind's blowing away, with changes on its way
All bridges burnt, they light my road below my soul
But I know I have to give a go
To be reborn in ashes, from the ground
Today I'll change it all, change it all
I open door, to coming war, I can't ignore
My core is melting slowly as I row
To the light till there is dark no more