Lyrics Reject - Enkay47

Wake up 5 in the morning and then I go to the gym
And when I was driving this morning I started focusing in
Because I was writing recordings to tell my story's and vent
To somebody just like me, cuz they a reject
The other day at therapy I think I had a breakthrough
I don't wanna talk about it, thank you
I bet that you think that it's a gimmick when I make new
Songs every week, I release wthen I play through
My life like a tape recorder
Think about my brain disorders
Think about the pain I've had before I've ever made a quarter
Shout-out to my main supporters
The ones that paid the quarters
So I could make recordings
So I could make this chorus...

They asked me what I wanted to be for when I grow up
I said imma be a reject
They asked me what I wanted to be for when I grow up
And I said

Imma be a reject
Baby this isn't a secret
I ain't even telling you to keep it
I leave it out in the open
And I guess I'm a reject
Baby this isn't a secret
And I ain't even telling you to keep it
I leave it out in the open

And I guess imma pretty cool person if you ask me
But you never ask me
Why the fuck do people just harass me?
Hit me up to bash me
I was walking down the street
And someone threw their water at me while their car passed me
I was playing Pokémon and looking for a Ghastly
I felt like exploding on em like there were a gas leak
I guess imma bad seed, you can never pass me
I move like a new Bugatti, you move like a taxi

They asked me what I wanted to be for when I grow up
I said imma be a reject
They asked me what I wanted to be for when I grow up
And I said

Imma be a reject
Baby this isn't a secret
I ain't even telling you to keep it
I leave it out in the open
And I guess imma be a reject
Baby this isn't a secret
And I ain't even telling you to keep it
I leave it out in the open

I'm grateful for the life that I have
It hasn't always been the greatest but I'm glad I've had
The experiences that make me who I am and it's sad
That I've been burning so many bridges, including my dad's
But best believe that imma pay for it
And if I ever go to church then imma pray for it
And imma probably go to hell and burn in flames for it
But I ain't phased about it, I'm just gonna wait for it
But if I had to do the same things twice
I probably would, and I'm just being honest
I've sacrificed a lot of things in my life for this promise
I've sacrificed a lot of things in my life for this progress
You really think that I'm giving this up
And I'm quitting and I would go back on my promise?
Nah think again, pour yourself a drink of gin
Find some roofies in your glass and then you're never seen again
You won't ever see your friends
Yo that's what you get for doubting me
I recommend from now on, that you say that you're proud of me

I'm a reject, reject, reject, I'm a reject, I'm a reject
I'm a reject, reject, reject, I'm a reject, I'm a reject

It's the story of a reject
That's looking for some respect
Negative thoughts I deflect
Don't hit me with no pretext
Offensive with my defense
It helps me keep my secrets
Locked away in my memories, repressed so you'll never see it