Lyrics Twenty 20 - Enkay47
New
year,
new
me,
why
does
everybody
say
that
You
sneer,
you′ll
see,
broken
record
lemme
play
that
Why
do
you
tell
everybody
including
yourself
that
you
promise
you'll
change
And
you
have
the
mentality
once
in
a
year
and
you
give
it
a
week
and
you
throw
it
away
What′s
the
point,
yeah
sit
and
point,
why'd
you
disappoint
My
time
is
ticking,
I
might
just
give
in,
I
get
annoyed
Not
at
myself
but
at
my
addictions,
I
try
to
quit
them,
I'm
tired
of
wishing,
that
I′d
dismiss
this
sinister
voice
By
myself,
yeah
by
myself,
demons
tryna
to
help
I′m
paralyzed
and
I'm
scared
to
die
and
I′m
tryna
yell
Prepare
the
knives
and
I'm
terrified,
I
think
I′m
hell
Take
my
soul
I'm
tryna
sell,
might
as
well,
try
to
fail
I
just
wish
that
everybody
would
notice
me,
I
feel
like
I′m
not
the
man
I'm
supposed
to
be
Leave
me
alone,
I'm
not
mad
I′m
just
focusing
Pen
to
my
pad
and
I′m
tryna
flow
to
the
beat
Negative
50
nobody
as
cold
as
me,
maybe
I'll
do
R&B
like
I′m
Jodeci
It's
2020
I′m
not
what
I
hope
to
be,
it's
not
about
where
you
are
it′s
what
you
grow
to
be
Yeah
I
don't
live
in
the
present,
I
live
in
my
head
that's
why
I′ve
got
a
headache
Cuz
I
keep
beating
myself
up
I′m
pathetic,
and
kinda
neurotic,
I
think
I'm
possessive
Obsessed
with
myself,
I
believe
my
depression
Is
linked
to
my
poor
self
esteem
and
my
ethics
I
guess
that
I′m
less
than
what
you'd
deem
impressive
I
know
that
I′m
weak
and
I've
learned
to
accept
it
(I′m
Nathan
K)
I'm
writing
music
inside
of
my
car
because
I
live
my
life
in
the
fast
lane
My
life
is
a
movie,
I'm
giving
you
tickets
so
that
you
can
come
to
the
matinee
Tell
me
now,
what
does
the
track
say?
I
don′t
know,
what
does
the
track
say?
I
guess
what
I′m
saying
is
I'll
be
carrying
this
negative
shit
till
my
back
breaks
Why
can′t
you
just
get
your
facts
straight
When
I
get
a
track
imma
castrate
Every
single
instrument
that
you've
been
listening
to
when
you′re
playing
my
tracks
hey
Honestly
I'm
in
a
bad
place,
I
think
about
life
in
a
bad
way
I
guess
what
I′m
saying
is
if
you
relate
to
my
music
and
play
it,
well
that's
great
Now
I'm
inside
of
the
door,
I′ve
got
some
new
opportunities
If
I′m
being
honest
this
positive
attitude
that
I've
been
having
is
new
to
me
Yeah,
you
can
play
this
at
my
eulogy,
work
isn′t
new
to
me
Verbally
shoot
at
me,
permanent's
usually
perfect
cuz
musically
I′m
just
a
verbal
suburban
kid
using
the
abilities
that
I
have
to
make
a
change
I
know
you
listen
because
we're
the
same,
you
can
relate
to
everything
I′m
saying
When
you
listen
to
me
man
you
hear
the
pain,
when
you
listen
to
me
man
you
hear
the
rage
This
is
my
history,
flipping
the
page,
my
vision
is
distant
but
it's
within
range
Difficult
to
get
from
Underground
to
fame
I
never
knew
I
could
change
lives,
and
do
what
I
love
at
the
same
time
Anybody
here
can
make
excuses,
you
wanna
be
different
you
make
time
That's
why
I′m
climbing
the
grapevine,
the
way
to
fame
isn′t
a
straight
line
Everybody
wants
a
Superman,
the
only
thing
I
wanna
save's
time
I
feel
like
I′ve
got
the
advantage,
I
wear
my
shame
like
I'm
branded
I
wear
my
lyrics
like
armor,
making
sure
nothin′
can
damage
Don't
be
ashamed
that
your
damaged,
you′ll
never
be
great
if
you're
average
You
can
take
over
the
planet,
yeah
you
know
that
I'm
wreaking
havoc
The
last
few
years
of
my
life
were
the
worst
and
I
don′t
wanna
live
my
life
like
a
burden
Last
year
I
didn′t
even
know
my
purpose,
ripped
my
confessions
out
of
my
chest
and
then
I
burned
em'
I
used
to
think
that
I
deserved
this,
I
used
to
believe
that
I
was
worthless
Then
I
found
my
worth
when
I
was
working,
decided
I
would
finally
be
happy
cuz
I
earned
this
I
feel
like
I′m
living
in
the
fast
lane
This'll
be
the
year
that
I′ll
be
happy
Living
every
moment
like
my
last
day
I'll
be
working
hard
until
my
back
breaks
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