Lyrics Dead Dreams / Sleep Walking - Envyus

I tell myself I wrote this joint for you but it's for me
I begged you on my knees to stop the war and bring me peace
I wish that I could tell my sister I prayed for my niece
But I just don't believe in something I can't even see
There I go again making everything bout me
It's hard to see past my needs when I been moving blindly
At ninety down 95 come find me
Tell your new man he can fight me
We both know you like me and you're more like my speed
He's too slow to try me
I been fighting myself
What's another set of hands but something just to entertain and reprimand
My promises are set in sand
Set in stone is how it's supposed to go but I'm fickle
I flip flop between I love this bitch and saying kick rocks
I just need to sit and stop talking 'fore I dig a hole and end up looking wack a mole
I'm just tryna stack the guacamole homie 'til the credits roll

Is that such a bad thing
Am I such a bad guy
What's a fucking villain but a good guy in bad times
Turning up the bad vibes
A generation mad high
Shoot and let the glass fly
But never let your dreams die
Shoot and let the glass fly
But never let your dreams die
Shoot and let the glass fly
But never let your dreams die

Is that such a bad thing
Am I such a bad guy
What's a fucking villain but a good guy in bad times
Turning up the bad vibes
A generation mad high
Shoot and let the glass fly
But never let your dreams die
Shoot and let the glass fly
But never let your dreams die
Shoot and let the glass fly
But never let your dreams die

Feeling like I'm sleep walking
See you in my dreams often
Lay me in a deep coffin
If I fucking keep talking

Gotta keep my emotions under wraps
On some mummy shit
She say that she loving how I rap
On some dummy shit
Baby this ain't funny, I know they want me for money
But you tell me that you love me and for some reason I don't doubt you

Don't know why I keep coughing
I can't fucking breathe darling
All these shitty things causing
Me to see my shrink often

Talking about nonsense
Walking out this connex
Without any context
You wouldn't get it

Journal entries while I clutch a semi and a quill
Yeah my belly getting filled cause I tell it if it's real
Yeah my fans just pay my bills cause I'm feeling what I feel
My emotions get consumed and cycle back just like a wheel

Let me off the hook, they never let me off the books
So my nose covered up with dust it make you take a second look
They feelings choking on the drugs it make me grateful I ain't took and when it comes to needing love I never say it when I should

I ain't perfect by any means
But I stay fresh and clean
Cook methamphetamine
My stu is a lab and I distribute to every street
Don't hesitate any beef
I empty his mouth out like he was talking with baby teeth

Feeling like I'm sleep walking
Death inside my dreams often
Fantasize bout violence and this blood I fucking keep washing

Know I need your love baby
I think that it could save me
But it's hard to tell it to you straight cause they all betray me

Know I need your love baby
I think that it could save me
But it's hard to tell it to you straight cause they all betray me

Know I need your love baby
I think that it could save me
But it's hard to tell it to you straight cause they all betray me

Know I need your love baby
I think that it could save me
But it's hard to tell it to you straight cause they all betray me