Lyrics HotBox Gold - Erys

Spent all my time just tryna get high on new ideas and fame
Hotboxed myself in the trophy on my shelf
It's got a gold plaque with my name
But it wasn't enough, yeah it didn't suffice,
So I sit there racking my brain
Tryna please the people with my alter ego
But I'm stuck in my own little lane

Why am I not even good enough for me
Some local kindness would be nice or imma have to start getting mean

Stock still on stage face on the front page and I'll think to myself
I madе it
Glaze on the eyеs and money on my hip now my face is green
Coz I'm jaded
Quarter to 3 and I can't guarantee
If I'll stick to this dream or I'll bail it
Check that now, end the show with a bow
And If you can't then bitch just fake it

Why am I not even good enough for me
Some local kindness would be nice or imma have to start getting mean

Take a deep breath
Count t ten
This is the end
Of all we know

Take a deep breath
Count to ten
This is the end
Of all we know

Catch me thinking
Breathing
Speaking
Wondering why

Catch me thinking
Breathing
Speaking
Wondering why

Why am I not even good enough for me
Some local kindness would be nice or imma have to start getting mean
Why am I not even good enough for me
Some local kindness would be nice or imma have to start getting mean