Lyrics Kilgo - Erys

The days pass by
And my head feels numb again
Time just flies
I want my soul to be light again
But you can't let go
Of what you thought could have been
And just for that
I think I need at least a dozen reasons

Sitting in the bath
Sitting at the dinner table
Sitting on the edge of my bed
I wanna move but I'm unable
And my mother comes
Eyes on me
Ever so seeking when she tries to find out what is underneath

Wish I coulda shed a tear
When her hand floated through my face
Then at least she coulda seen
Mama I'm lost in space
Puts a hand to my face
'Honey arе you ok?'
But the only thing I hear
Sounds like mufflеd bass

And the only way I'm calm is when I'm sitting on the pavement
Brave it out till the morning finds a way
My music's down enough so the dark can't bite
Bump the volume up a notch to drown the fear that comes with quiet

Quiet
Don't think I can fight it
Another night
Quiet
Quiet
Don't think I can fight it
Another night...

The days feel long and the nights feel empty
And my chest it always aches
And with every second, for no damn reason, my heart it fucking breaks
I feel like a shell all this hollow noise booms
Through me till I quake
Wish I could fly away over the hills and sink to the bottom of a lake

My hands ain't real and my mind is steel
And I don't recognize my face
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live
Coz it feels like such a waste
I'd do anything for an angel to drag me
From this godforsaken place
Coz I don't wanna die just sleep for a while
It'll be better when I wake

My hands ain't real my minds is steel I don't recognize my face
I don't wanna die just sleep for a while it'll be better when I wake
My mind
My mind
My mind I cannot find
My mind
My mind it's starting to unwind
Unwind
Unwind
My mind I cannot find find
Wind
It's starting to unwind

I can't let go now
Coz I still have far to go
I won't let you down
If not for me then just for you
I won't let go
I won't let go
I won't let go
I won't let go

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