Lyrics Immortalized - Eventide

I been steppin' light
Been walking on my toes
I been careful with myself
I get triggered on my own
My memory my enemy it keep you on mind
And that's like half the reason I been taking all this time
Writing songs all about you
I know you'll know the ones
I know you waited patient for this album to be done
But shit it wasn't easy finally having to decide
If I really wanna make you forever immortalized

I didn't wanna go there
Didn't wanna build your ego up
By now I really don't care
Just know I thought about leaving you off

Cuz girl you let me down, let me down, let me down, did me dirty, I said
You don't deserve a sound, not a sound, not a sound, coming outta my breath

Do I really wanna immortalize you?
Do I really wanna immortalize you?

Now I been livin' right
Took me long enough
A little peace of mind became a diamond in the rough
But every single night that I would ruminate alone
Gave me what I needed, you taking a different road
But I still don't know how you pushed me to the side
Really put me through it girl how you sleeping at night
I struggle with the fact that in writing all these songs
You gon' live forever, something bout that feelin' wrong

Girl I didn't wanna go there
Didn't wanna build your ego up
By now I really don't care
Just know I thought about leaving you off

Cuz girl you let me down, let me down, let me down, did me dirty, I said
You don't deserve a sound, not a sound, not a sound, coming outta my breath