Lyrics Prayer Hands - FTL Jaii

I be reminiscing never wanted this to happen
On this mic I speak my life
I hope you see I got a passion
Take a L it's hard to bounce
Money couldn't make me happy
Plus I, went and spent it all on fashion
At night I hit my knees and pray
I know i'm better then I been
I'm like Adam in the garden
Tryna wash away my sins
But I'm choosing I know it I'm sticking to the plan
Fighting battles with yourself the hardest task to understand
And it's true I rather be alone
I ain't a people person
But alone I feel abandoned
So I'm tryna hold you closer
I'm a man I make mistakes
I know fasho that I ain't perfect
But I hold myself accountable a youngin and I'm learning

Dukes ain't never liked a liar
I ain't tryna be that
Seen our cousin die in front our eyes
Ain't wanna see that
Said he be outside he ride wit iron but where you be at
I forever stand on business to the finish and I mean that
Only get one shot up in this sshh
So I'm tryna take advantage
Whole lot of pain I know they wonder how I manage
I'm with my brothers in that field
Tryna blitz like the panthers
Ima hustle, pops from the Clair I get it from my daddy
East side ties from the West I throw the West up
I want now
Told em' that's enough of the next up
Hit em from his neck up
He say he got his vest up
Middle finger to a opp I just told em' to bless up
Yeah, hear my cousin when I think
It be hard to vent for me
So I just speak into these beats
And they hardly check for me
It's coo I'll leave it where it be
Yeah, and you ain't seen me where you think

Cause i'm still in the hood with steppers
Block colder then December
Masked up like October perfect timing for them steppers
If it's smoke let me know it ain't nothing just to send em'
Cause I came in the game lit and that's the way that I'm gone end it
And I apologize
I know I prolly ain't the greatest
Know it make me feel a type of way
To see me on they playlist
I can count a couple that done hated
But they love me now
I stay solid thru the storm
Just to wait until it's sunny out
Told my homie that's it coo
I can't make you understand
777 I just show my prayer hands
And if I ever make it stay be the same since I began
Better play it like it's chess
You know you only get one chance