Lyrics Years of Spleen - Fenrir

I am fucking done with this
Not long until I fucking cut my wrist
All is fucked I cannot live like this
I don't think there will be a single thing I would miss

Been too many years where I've been feeling like shit
Been thinking way to long feel like my brain gon' split
Solitary is the only thing that I need
You can shut the fuck up before your eyes fucking bleed

Strive for a better life but I keep fucking up
I'm doing my best but it's never enough
Self hatred is not something that I want to discuss
Everything has gone to hell but I'm not giving up

I don't want to live like this
Keep fucking up I feel like shit
Anxiety has hurt enough
But I'm not fucking giving up

The answer is right in front of me but I can't reach it
I am lost within no other feeling but pain
I'm sinking someone pull me out of the rain

I am fucking done with this
Not long until I fucking cut my wrist
All is fucked I cannot live like this
I don't think there will be a single thing I would miss

Been too many years where I've been feeling like shit
Been thinking way to long feel like my brain gon' split
Solitary is the only thing that I need
You can shut the fuck up before your eyes fucking bleed

Strive for a better life but I keep fucking up
I'm doing my best but it's never enough
Self hatred is not something that I want to discuss
Everything has gone to hell but I'm not giving up