Lyrics Youll Never Know - Flower Club

I′ve never been able
To even be stable
I'm not someone′s savior
Not even me either

They treat me so different
I don't care
And I'm always feeling kinda iffy
Life ain′t fair

I don′t mean to run my mouth so much
I just haven't said a lot and can′t control my tongue

I fuckin hate this
I always will
And I'm starting to question
If this even real

I finally feel like I am losing track of time
I really need to lie down and close my eyes
I′m getting so tired can't even think of rhymes
Okay then fuck this I give up on this bar

Down so bad
I said I′m down so bad
And I hate myself
And my fucking dad
I'm so sick of my face
I look so fuckin masc
And I'm longing for something
I wish I had

Can′t find the answer
I can′t find the answer
I can't find the answer

(What do you think it is)
(Oh I get it now)

I fuckin′ hate this
I always will
And I'm starting to question
If this even real

I fuckin′ hate this
I always will
And I'm starting to question
If this even real

I fuckin hate this
I always will
And I′m starting to question
If this even real

(Y'know I decided I wanna be transgender
That's what I think id like to be
It′d make my life a lot easier)