Lyrics java monster - Flower Club

I've never been a fan of whatever you're up to
I've never been good at talking with you
And you never know
What the fuck I'm up to
That's my fault
And you always knew

And I'm always down
Like severely bad
Lookin like a clown
Puttin' on an act
I don't wanna say
What I really think
Cuz I'm fuckin scared
Of you

And that's ok
And that's ok
And that's ok
And that's ok
And that's ok
And that's ok
And that's ok
That's ok

I'm sipping on java monster
I'm sipping on jars of wonder
I'm sitting and start to ponder
If shit was worth it,
Or if I'm stronger

This shits all in my system
I know I'm not a victim
Maybe if I'd just listened
Things would be somewhat different
And I know I'm a problem
I'm not trying to be one
Maybe you should just move on
I'm not someone you needed

And that's ok
And that's ok
And that's ok
And that's ok
And that's ok
And that's ok
And that's ok
That's ok

I'm sipping on java monster
I'm sipping on jars of wonder
I'm sitting and start to ponder
If shit was worth it,
Or if I'm stronger