Lyrics CORNFLOWER (feat. Anilla, Sapphire2001 & Ebby) - Forest98

I don't wanna do you wrong, I don't wanna wait too long
Why you gotta wave your wand when I'm close to you
I don't wanna do you wrong, I don't wanna wait too long
Why you gotta wave your wand when I'm close to you

Chose a path that I didn't wanna go down
Choked on my own pride in your lighthouse
Didn't mean to drown my thoughts with heavy thinking
And I know I'm ahead for thinking you believe in
Something that we built nine months ago
When we met and we instantly fell in love
You can say I'm wrong, but chemistry says it all
Yeah, you're in denial 'cause you're too afraid to fall

I know you're better off without me, but I can't let go
Sit and I ponder, put on my armor
Saturday night and I feel like a loner
Nobody want me, I want nobody
Hoping I find all the best in mine
Momma didn't raise a thug, I be falling into love
Falling out, I hit the plug
I don't want feelings, I want every drug
Ain't even for the first time
That I fucked up hit me hard like last time
Feeling suicidal shit, might be my last time, fuck is up
I ain't tripping, but I still put liquor in my cup

Down a bottle empty, no, I cannot talk much
Don't like how it hit me
I just wanna punch stuff, scream until it goes away
Comes again another day, rain rain rain rain go away
I don't wanna see my fate
I've already given up on everything
I don't think that this feels real
I've already had enough, haven't been here long
Does it hurt to hear me sing this song?

Sometimes it hurts to hear me sing this song
Even when it hurts and the blood starts flowing
I'ma be alright, be alright, it's alright, I'll be alright
Even when it tickles and I crack open a little
I'ma be alright, be alright, it's alright I'm doing fine
No need to pay attention to me at all
Zzzquil refills, a shitty little heart, but it always spills
Cross my heart with a daffodil
When I look at a mirror, I see a boy I killed