Lyrics Splinter - Fractures

I'm not thinking right
Darker shapes are creeping in
Slowly unsettling

Do I believe my doubts?
They're clawing at my interests
But I'm not indifferent

I don't want to limp back home
I don't want to look like struggling
Acting on the things I've known
Maybe I should leave this place for a while
I don't want to limp back home
And I don't want to wake up wondering why
I don't want to look back on
Everything without an answer

Funny feeling like
The next decision is
Attached to a permanence

And I spend my nights in the midst of sleeping
Jaw clamped tight, and I'm sick of it
Feel my whole mouth splintering

Ooooh and the pain runs down my fingers
And the whole thing comes undone
But I know there's a reason there
Only I can't see it yet

I don't want to limp back home
I don't want to look like struggling
Acting on the things I've known
Maybe I should leave this place for a while
I don't want to limp back home
And I don't want to wake up wondering why
I don't want to look back on
Everything without an answer

I don't want to limp back home
I don't want to look like struggling
Acting on the things I've known
Maybe I should leave this place for a while
I don't want to limp back home
And I don't want to wake up wondering why
I don't want to look back on
Everything without an answer