Lyrics I Notice - Frankie Stew and Harvey Gunn

I notice
When i walk outside i hope this
Pays off one day i chose it
One day Some day i hope it
Went into big labels and saw plaques on walls but i didn′t post it
Didnt wanna gas or boast it
Thats not one of the things im made of
But one day will it pay off
Mum said ive got to do music and dad said to not quit my day job
Its a hard one still
Its not fake the bars are real
Sometimes i can rely on people's advice
I cant rely on pills
I notice now
Things keep falling down
When they fall i still build them up
Hard when you dont know how
Some things change
Yeh you know the deal
At the end of the day
Im over that one still
Over that one
When i play shows im sober at none
Not from london know the accent
Not just talking loads of action
Is this music or is it acting
One step forwards then go backwards
Think it makes me over anxious
Things can change its known to happen
I feel like i dont need peoples help
And then when i think about it im proud
I coulve been someone else
All the things weve done
All of the things that happened
How could i do this with someone else when i know you back it
I notice now
Things keep falling down
When they fall i still build them up
Hard when you dont know how
Somethings change
Yeh you know the deal
At the end of the day im over that one still
Bare times i think whats the point
Do or dies the flip of a coin
Ive come to far to turn back
So win or wins is my only choice
Having these songs they thinks its for them
Its a cry for help but they missed the point
Whats mad is when i speak for them i feel like i lose my voice
But i cant linger or dwell on things
Yesterdays god has been better since
Still outside and ive settled in
Still more scared than ive ever been
Still feel blessed like ive never sinned
Am i going in circles for a piece that doesnt exist
I feel sick