Lyrics No No! - Gh0sts

I'm on all types of different medication
I've been sick ever since we separated
You ain't coming back, I guess I just gotta face it
All the dosages, they've been elevated

I've a lot left to say, guess I just gotta save it
All the demons inside, they're levitating
I might just kill myself if I never make it

No, no, this ain't what I chose
No, no, I probably won't be home
Yeah, yeah, I wanna be alone
Yeah, yeah, there's nowhere left to go, but I still say

No, no, I'm not a freak
I'm not a freak
Will I ever be okay
Will I ever be free
No, no, I'm not a freak
I'm not a freak
I know you're in love, but what do you see in me
No, no, I'm not a freak
I'm not a freak
I'm diagnosed, I'm seeing it, tell me what do I see
No, no, I'm not a freak
I'm not a freak
Will I ever be okay
Will I ever be free

Now I'm sitting here and all I wanna do is scream
I'm overthinking everything, it's getting hard to breathe
I did nothing wrong, why would they come for me

You said you'd be there, now it's all a dream
A nightmare that I don't wanna see
You always said there's no I in team
But now I'm all alone and I'm in too deep
And I'm in too deep

No, no, this ain't what I chose
No, no, I probably won't be home
Yeah, yeah, I wanna be alone
Yeah, yeah, there's nowhere left to go, but I still say

No, no, I'm not a freak
I'm not a freak
Will I ever be okay
Will I ever be free
No, no, I'm not a freak
I'm not a freak
I know you're in love, but what do you see in me
No, no, I'm not a freak
I'm not a freak
I'm diagnosed, I'm seeing it, tell me what do I see
No, no, I'm not a freak
I'm not a freak
Will I ever be okay
Will I ever be free