Lyrics Surrender II - Ghostly Fiend

I think I'm over it
Broke the patterns is what i did
Had to do it just for myself
Drop a song all by myself
I feel like i lost control
In the mirror is just a ghost
While my veins are frozen
I double back cuz i know him

I won't live forever
But in 18 yrs i'm getting better
Learning how to get shit started
Tryin so hard just to not feel sorry
The hole gets scary to go down
Shut the fuck up, bro keep your voice down
They say as above is so below, just so you know

That ill just surrender forever
In past tense, I better not do shit that could
Change everything i worked for
So little to show but it's all inside

So keep it up before you climb down
The roads less traveled
I found marked trees once again
Is this the end
Or the beginning
Wonder why everythings so hard to say
Everythings so far away
Pulling on the strings that just dwindle away
Tho only when it comes my way

Few more months and the summers bummin'
I just want to fkn be up to something
More than this
More than trips that i planned and never did
The depths like peripheral vision
No matter what is said there's nothing happening