Lyrics Throw Myself Away - GIRLI

My mind goes so fast
I′m just tryna slow it down
I know I give the impression
That I'm independent
But I need a body right now
Giddy up
Give me a crush
But it′s never enough
I need the rush
You see I get validation as soon as I get naked
I know I should treat me sacred
But secretly I'm praying
That would make it into daylight
But they only love me when it's nighttime
I throw myself into other boy′s arms
Just to get over the other one
I throw myself away and break my heart
To get over the love that died
I don′t know why I try, I try
I don't know why I try
When true love don′t last
I get drunk and I run around town
I squeeze myself into dresses
Get real obsessive
I'm not his possession
I′m out
Giddy up
Tell me I'm lush
Make a real big fuss
Pretend that it′s love
You see I get so frustrated
And I text him and I hate it
I should lower my expectations
But secretly I'm praying
That he'll come on over tonight
Say he′s sorry and that everything is alright
I throw myself into other boy′s arms
Just to get over the other one
I throw myself away and break my heart
To get over the love that died
I don't know why I try, I try
I don′t know why I try
I don't know why I try, I try
I don′t know why I try
I don't know why I try, I try
I don′t know why
I...
Give me some love
Give me some love
Give me some love tonight
Give me some love
Give me some love
Give me some love tonight
I throw myself into other boy's arms
Just to get over the other one
I throw myself away and break my heart
To get over the love that died
I don't know why I try, I try
I don′t know why I try
I don′t know why I try, I try
I don't know why I try
I try
I don′t know why I try
I try, and try, and try
I...