Lyrics On My Own - Grandee

And I'm trying, trying so hard
Not to make a mess of this, it's all wrong
I've been running miles and miles, it's so far
It's been getting hard to walk for so long

Baby, can you say it?
Can you say the things you told me when I'm jaded?
Maybe all the things you meant to when I was hated
I just wanna be the only one
I can't take it anymore, I need another one

Can you see that I'm alone, alone, alone?
Maybe I just want to go, to go, to go
Maybe I'm just meant to phone my home and tell
All the things that I've been holding on my own

I just want you to stay
But you get up and wave
Why you lie to my face?
When you said it'd be okay
Don't you wanna decay?
When you said that it was all my fault
And all you ever do is talk

Every year I'm all alone
I can never take a joke
I can never get some hope
I can't ever find a home

It's the feeling all over
I can't take it anymore
(I can't take it anymore)

Every year I'm all alone
I can never take a joke
I can never get some hope
I can't ever find a home
(I can't ever find a home-ho)

It's the feeling all over
I can't take it anymore
Got me lying on the floor

I've been feeling like myself when I'm alone
Maybe I don't like the way you raise your tone
Got this feeling I'm a bad guy
When I'm all that great you know

I can never take the shade of your loss
'Cause you always wanna break off my heart
And I can never take a rest from my thoughts
'Cause you always wanna petrify the odds
I can't really make it out

Can you see that I'm alone, alone, alone?
Maybe I just want to go, to go, to go
Maybe I'm just meant to phone my home and tell
All the things that I've been holding on my own

I just want you to stay
But you get up and wave
Why you lie to my face?
When you said it'd be okay
Don't you wanna decay?
When you said that it was all my fault
And all you ever do is talk