Lyrics Keep Drinking - Gray Fox

I think I've been losing my patience
This food is becoming too tasteless
These people are becoming too faceless
Let me drink my alcohol - I do not want to waste it
Man, it burns real good like
My heart's on fire and my soul's ripe
Wondering what you're up to tonight
And why the fuck I still see your face in the moonlight
Maybe I'm hopeless
Maybe I should focus on myself - what a notion
I'd rather lie in a bed full of roaches
I'd rather die choking on the motions of the ocean
Tried to sew this web to keep us together
But I couldn't predict the weather - whatever
Ten months since you've said a word
At least I wanted salvage, at least I tried to learn
So what does it mean?
What does it mean to be free if I can't feel your skin next to me?
How does it feel?
How does it feel to know you left me for dead in my time of need
I was in the hospital without you
I fucked another woman and thought about you
I tried to reach out, I didn't doubt you
But you excommunicated so fuck you
All I wanted was a conversation
All you gave me was over-contemplation
I deserve to be pissed, you deserve to be missed
But I never deserved to be stripped
I still remember that lavender dress
At least I did my fucking best
Maybe if I stick to this liquid then maybe I'll forget the rest
Shit...

Don't tell me you're sorry
You left my heart throbbing
'Til it couldn't keep beating
So I guess I'll keep drinking

Don't tell me you're sorry
You left my heart throbbing
'Til it couldn't keep beating
So I guess I'll keep fucking drinking...