Lyrics Survival - Gurldoll

Shallow breathing (Yeah)
I'm reaching, touching, can you see me? (Yeah, yeah)
The faintest heartbeat, what I'm seeking (Yeah)
I'm lost in dreams, I know it's fleeting (Yeah, yeah)

Eyes rolling in the back of my head
Thought I was better off dead
I fucking needed you
Killing myself slowly instead
You left the fucking room
Shadow people all in my head
The fuck did you assume?
I fucking needed you

I, I made it out alive
Yeah, I fucking survived
Without you in my life
It's clear now in my eyes
You want a fucking prize
For leaving me to die?
I'm sat here asking why
You watched me as I cried

You left me all alone
Slammed the door, I should've known
You wanted pure and undiluted
Hit the fan, and you were useless
It was a fucking cry for help
You saw it, and you knew it well
A sorry in the fucking mail
I burned that shit, I love the smell

I burned that shit, I love the smell
I burned that shit, I love the smell
I burned that shit, I love the smell

Years of toxicity
Can you taste the poison?
I'm not guilt-free
I've made my choices
But you made yours
You left me to rot
One foot in the grave
I haven't forgot

Seeing ghosts in the corners of the room
I came crying to you
You sat in silence, act of violence
It was too much for you
My pain, my fear, addiction
Needed help but you dismissed me
Well, I helped my fucking self
Your sorry can go fuck itself

I, I made it out alive
Yeah, I fucking survived
Without you in my life
It's clear now in my eyes
You want a fucking prize
For leaving me to die?
I'm sat here asking why
You watched me as I cried
Hi You left me all alone
Slammed the door, I should've known
You wanted pure and undiluted
Hit the fan, and you were useless
It was a fucking cry for help
You saw it, and you knew it well
A sorry in the fucking mail
I burned that shit, I love the smell

I burned that shit, I love the smell
I burned that shit, I love the smell
I burned that shit, I love the smell
I burned that shit, I love the smell

Okay, your love was like a gun
It's locked and loaded, watch me run
Where's your compassion? You got none
The final straw, it's fucking done

You looked at me like I was scum
Don't know where you were coming from
You turned your back on me
While I was sailing straight into the sun

While I was sailing straight into the sun
While I was sailing straight into the sun
While I was sailing straight into the sun
While I was sailing straight into the sun