Lyrics Reflection - Halley

Today I wake up in a motel close to center
I feel so numb that I can't regret nah
My face on other newspaper
My grandma worried about my future
This year, you saw me rolling on the damn game
Next year, few dreams will turn into a real thing
Starved star since the beginning
I'd gotta wait a lot, forget it
Is it?, Is it real?, is it mine?
I ask her every time
Girl, I don't know how to keep my mind
Sometimes so exposed that I can't relax
She said that I'm getting crazy
Coz I saw the border and I'd crossed it
I found the peak and I conquered it
Never miss the trophy, I gotta catch it
(Reflection) I feel that she owes to no one
(Reflection) You think that she'll wait for me,yeah
(Reflection) She said I'm the one, my mistake
(Reflection) Note to self: I need to fix this mess now
(Hello?)
I need to fix this mess now (Reflection)
I need to clear up my mind (Reflection)