Lyrics Nick-named Pain - Haydn Conniff

Right from the start I didn't fit in
Always on the outside looking in
Never treated with any respect
Just pushed right to second best
Played with my emotions, fucked with my head
Don't you think it's time to give it a rest?
Is it all a game to you when you affect
Every single thought in my head?

Thought I could take it
Thought I was strong
But the pain inside just lasted so long
Trying to be someone I'm not
Just to feel like I belong

But you can go ahead tell your toxic friends
I'm the problem, I'm the villain in your head
Narcissistic, a bit pessimistic
I think you need to fix your story a bit
'Cause you're the one who played me like a fool
Acting like I was just some tool
But now I see right through your lies
I won't fall for them a second time

What the fuck did I do?
Was it something I said?
Why'd you make me feel like shit?
Fuck, I really wish I stayed in bed

Played with my emotions, fucked with my head
Never given any time to rest
Is it all a game to you when you affect
Every single thought in my head?