Lyrics Deject - Heartless

This feeling in the pit of my stomach from swallowed pride, swallowed shit
Pressing the hate deep, eviscerate you from me
Sophomoric intellect from a chattering man, selfish even in death
Still swallows the broken glass
Cold air on fresh wounds with every breath
Will I ever see this to its end
Or will it see me to mine
Still choking on the fact of what none of this ever was
All I've written for and because forced common ground
Never had the heart, but I could take the sound
Promised it on paper but nothing changed in me
Like pushing forward down a dead end street
Where my stages of grief only end in hostility
I'm holding grudges and I'm dug in deep