Lyrics Why - Heidi Happy

Why are you still there waiting for me?
I have nothing to share with you
I told you I needed some time
Need to be alone
Certainly not with a stranger

See, I could pen my pain on a page
And serenade serenade
You with this song that I wrote
A song that I wanted you to take in every quote
But you refuse to listen to this opus I composed
And I could write a verse to a loop
And serenade serenade
You with these words that I croon
Words I was sure would cure us of our navy blues
But you refuse to listen to the music I produced
What happened to June? Your exit left me bruised
What happened to Joon? Bennys so confused
A noose around my tooth
Tied around the knob of my door that
You threatened me you'd walk through
My attempt to stop you could not do
Insert slammed door sound effect
I let you down again
And this is how it ends
Should I dive in the shallow end?
Or try to get your smile back and
Promise you Ill never make it frown again

Why are you still there waiting for me?
I have nothing to share with you
I told you I needed some time
Need to be alone
Certainly not with a stranger

See I could raise my radio high
And serenade, serenade
You with Peter Gabriel cassettes
But stealing from a movie might make you unimpressed
And you always liked Phil Collins Genesis instead
I could send a singing telegram
And serenade, serenade
You through a Barbershop Quartet
But seeing four men in candy cane colored vests
Harmonizing on your porch might make you more upset
On the floor I sit
Trying to find my sanity, sanity
Asking for advice, but the walls wont answer me
Calling your telephone, but you wont answer me
Answering machine only giving me an after beep
Chance to speak
Stumble over the words in my practiced speech
Through my frown and tears
I hope I sound sincere when I say
Im a disaster without you here

Why are you still there waiting for me?
I have nothing to share with you
I told you I needed some time
Need to be alone
Certainly not with a stranger