Lyrics The Monster - Hell Boulevard

No I'm not fine
And I've never been
I can put my best smile on
Like it's halloween
No I'm not fine
And I've never been
It doesn't make a difference
Not gonna make a scene

No I'm not fine
And I've never been
It's like a fucking nightmare
I got the sadness gene
No I'm not fine
And I'll never be
They told me go to therapy
But then what should I be?

I love the monster in me
The monster, my monster
Isn't it ironic how the darkness sets you free?
I love the monster in me
The monster, my monster
I'm gonna lose it all
To the monster I'm dying for

No I'm not fine
And I've never been
I can fake my happiness
Like a beauty queen
Oh no I'm not fine
And I'll never be
(I' m) gonna get my oscar when
You ask me how I feel

I love the monster in me
The monster, my monster
Isn't it ironic how the darkness sets you free?
I love the monster in me
The monster, my monster
I'm gonna lose it all
To the monster I'm dying for

No I'm not fine
And I've never been
It's like a parasite
Eating from within
No I'm not fine
And I'll never be
I'm my own enemy
And I've always been
The monster, the monster, the monster
The monster, my monster, the monster

I love the monster in me
The monster, my monster
Isn't it ironic how the darkness sets you free?
I love the monster in me
The monster, my monster
I'm gonna lose it all
To the monster I'm dying for