Lyrics From the Ashes - HiJackt

Anymore I never got the point of being your man
Watching me abandon you and I wasn't your plan
Sorry that I went to walk away, I don't need this
But still you're in my head and I'm not getting why it's ceaseless

But you had never thought about what I felt
See you only cared about what I dealt
A week into the ship and then you told me you're in love
And now I'm lookin at the past and you had never give a fuck

Tell me that you love me when we're talkin on the telephone
Shoulda been a sign, and I shoulda went to bed alone
We wanted to be happy but the only thing that we found
That I was just a tool, just another fuckin rebound

Talkin to your ex and never told me, that's a big lie
Takin caution from the start, now I know I won't try
Then you turn around and got with him he's on his knees
With a man you didn't want, and now you're blaming that on me?

Looking back, you took me for granted
I wonder now if you've come to eat those words
Cuz I adapted and rose from the ashes
I promise now that your voice will go unheard

Jack I never got it, all you wanted was the sex, huh?
Tell me that you cared you would never send a text huh?
Thinkin to the night up in the loft, it was great right?
Fuckin to your music but I guess that I was fake, right?

I know that what we had was more than lust
But how do we remain when you were never giving trust
How do I remain when my heart is feelin crushed
Even after all the therapy and demons we discussed

I really fuckin cared but you left us on the ropes
Now I'm slammin all the liquor try to find a way to cope
Thought of slammin down some pills cuz I'm losing any hope
I'm running back to him cuz I don't wanna feel alone

I wanna get you back but I'm aware of how you get
When you feel a certain way, well I know your mind is set
Now I see you run around with her, now I understand
I'm wishin you the best, and I'm still your biggest fan

Looking back, you took me for granted
I wonder now if you've come to eat those words
Cuz I adapted and rose from the ashes
I promise now that your voice will go unheard

Listen now I get it, I can see it why youre hurt
I'm sorry that to rise I had to throw you in the dirt
But this is for the best though I know you wanna change that
Only way to handle how I'm feeling is to stay back

But don't you think that I had never cared for you
All I really wanted was to be a man who's there for you
Now I'm sitting all alone and think about you
How we didn't have the time to ever learn each others truths

I know I did you dirty cuz I led you on to me
I wasn't feeling love, just the comfort of my needs
But still it fuckin hurt when you went to go with him
I was jealous you were zealous, now it's lookin pretty grim

It wasn't for your body or the sex or the lust
Making love without the love is when you know we had it rushed
I'm wishin you the best, I don't wanna start a fight
I just know that you and I could never really make it right

Looking back, you took me for granted
I wonder now if you've come to eat those words
Cuz I adapted and rose from the ashes
I promise now that your voice will go unheard