Lyrics Heartbeat - HiJackt

Fuck, my voice is fucked up
Yeah

Going for a drive, gotta clear my mind
City lights shine when its darkest
All I find is I say I'm fine, but you know that your words are the sharpest

Living on the road like I ain't got home
Young but it's old and exhausting
Never gonna show that I feel so low, I would take it all back in a heartbeat

Think I might die, think I might just try
There's a reason that love is the hardest
Drivin at night, gonna think about life, gotta face that my heart is a target

Never wanna know till the day I grow
Cuz the past wanna come gonna haunt me
I say don't go, come and save my soul, but I took it all back in a heartbeat

Guess that I don't get it gonna change my mind
Like I'm on cloud nine then I hate my life
Call it corny all you want, but it's real shit
Maybe I'll stop cryin when I feel shit

But damn, now I know I'm going numb
Giving everything I have and now I think I'm going dumb
Gonna feel through the weed, or the gin, or the rum
Never talk, never me, never him, never come

I just wanna be alone right now, yuh
Now I'm talkin through the phone right now, shit
Livin on my own right now, damn
But you had better know by now, damn

That I'm a little down, man I'm fucked up
Pushin me back down when I bucked up
Surrounded by fakes, always stuck up
It's always guess what, never what's up

But damn, I been up all night
Gonna waste my time I deserve it
Gotta wrap my head round the fact of life, but the truth is I know that I earned it

But shit, I could try so hard
Ride so low when I drive my car
Can I see what I'm ever gonna be, when I'm running the past knowin I'm so far

Going for a drive, gotta clear my mind
City lights shine when its darkest
All I find is I say I'm fine, but you know that your words are the sharpest

Living on the road like I ain't got home
Young but it's old and exhausting
Never gonna show that I feel so low, I would take it all back in a heartbeat

Think I might die, think I might just try
There's a reason that love is the hardest
Drivin at night, gonna think about life, gotta face that my heart is a target

Never wanna know till the day I grow
Cuz the past wanna come gonna haunt me
I say don't go, come and save my soul, but I took it all back in a heartbeat

Everything you hate, Imma make it alright
Hearin everything you say, now we're talkin all night
But I knew from the start you were fakin
And I knew in the heart you were taken

And the words you said, they had put me on edge
Got me up in my head, got me thinkin I'm dead
Sayin this is just a taste of my medicine
Now I'm thinkin every night of our messages

I get it that it's dumb but at least I tried
Said that I was numb but at least I cried
I was wishin for a life that I knew couldn't be
Now I'm steppin to the mic, talk about you and me

Cuz I know that you'll hear what I say
I guess that we never did change, huh?
I guess that we never did change, huh