Lyrics Welcome to Madness - Hurrikkanne

As I wake up in total darkness
I push the lid up off my coffin
Still high from last life
Feels like I'm floating when I'm walking
After I make it to my stash
I stuff a Dutch, and pour a glass
Use a Zippo to do the sparking
Like the gas and exhale exhaust
Worry not about the cost
You can tell it's primo, just off the cough
Use the ink to drown my sorrow
Still grieving from my last loss
Up smoking at 3am
The moon's not even high as him
Still smoking at 4am
Amongst the stars is where he swims
Still toking come 5am
The sky is no longer looking grim
Jedi status, green lightsaber burning
Talking backwards just like his brim
I'm lost in a daze, and stuck in my ways
I can feel the craze, it's creeping in slow
And I am the prey
Losing track of the days
What time is it? I can not recall
My memory stalls, I'm drawing a blank
All I remember is the fall

Stop bullshiting yells the man in the mirror
I'm not really sober, so I'm trying to see it clearer
Can't really hear him because my mind is too cloudy
There's too much smoke around me
I feel my demons surround me
I know how they found me
They're holding my chain like I am a captured bounty
\u0026 I can't get away, don't know if I want to
Release me is what they won't do
They need me, and they're aware I know it
I lean on them, and I try not to show it
I'm hopeless, hopeless, I'm lost and I can't focus
A pessimistic pest, whose just lost in a forest
Of despair and this is where we go make our lairs
And where we make our beds, and where we lay our heads
While we hope we don't get slain by others
Trying to keep their families fed
In the mentality, lies a lesson
With the obsession with aggression
Along with drugs in every session
I try to give my pain expression
As I try to rid myself of depression
I hope I'm making progression
I just hope I'm not causing regression
That last line was not a question
It is more like a confession

\u0026 Since the trouble stress has doubled, and none of it is subtle
I won't take your rebuttals, I don't mean to burst your bubble
But I'm one to keep a wall 'round me
It can't be turned to rubble
The mettle in my mind is too strong for your kind
So please don't waste your time
I got a lot on the line
Word through the grapevine is they're saltier than brine
I pay it no nevermind, my funds are in other places
This fight inside my head
Is far too important
To pause it, race with y'all
And waste all my resources
I know that's what y'all want
Me stranded without recourses because
My life is a symphony of sympathy
Empathy, and emptiness
The epitome of hopelessness
And simply; I'm a product
Of my environment, the one I am dying in
One of the ones where you aren't supposed to win
You're only supposed to sin
And let all the monsters in