Lyrics Have My Heart - Hurrikkanne

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Check, check, check
Alright
Smoking, smoking

Smoking to cope with the pain
Texting my lil' flame, and watching the rain
My grandma says that I'm blessed
To lay off the stress, but I can't refrain
I have a defect, a disconnect
That is between my heart and my brain
My thoughts are forever racing
They keep me up pacing dog, I feel insane
I've fell out of love with a girl
That I should've married, that shit is a shame
I hate the fact we are estranged
But i am the only one that I can blame
The way that I'm living ain't cutting it
I'm tired roughing it, things gotta to change
I just beat a court case, at least 5 I faced
So I cant complain
But I still have family in the cage
And homies locked down in them chains
I gotta get it together, gotta storm this weather
Dog I'm feeling strange
I want to be left alone, because dealing with people is such a strain
But I still need the comfort of others
Sometimes they help keep me sane

I know those two things are contradictory
I dont know how to explain
I guess I'm just an intelligent mess
I'm honestly trying to maintain
But sometimes I trip, feel the mask slip
The eye of the storm fills with rain
I've lost too much, to recover enough
Of the old me, don't look in vain

There was a point and time, that I had to choose
Between love and cheddar
I chose the latter, wallet got fatter
Things were lonely, but it didnt matter
I was getting better with the disappearing
So the checks were clearing, I had shit to do
I was on the move; if there was no business
I ain't talk to you
One track minded, motivation blinded
There were crushes that I chose not to pursue
I wouldn't too change much if I could rewind it
You could feel the pressure before you hit the stoop
Had some sticky shit that could clear your sinus
Young Cthuhlu with the corner office view
Never clocking out, stayed supplying clients
And still found time to mix in the stu
I wasn't given this hustle, I had to find it

Secluded, excluded from most of the bullshit
'Til I was uprooted due to grey and blues
My address and portrait was all in the news
Way too much with me to make an excuse
Handcuffed on the porch 5 deep in full view
Went in alone, they wanted the whole crew
I stood tall my G; tell me, what would you do
Not everybody can move like we move

Asked her to drop in, I needed company
Asked how to comfort me, I told her come for me
Because I love when looks at me lustfully
No strings or rings between us: we both agreed
After we finished, rolled another log of leaf
Burned that shit down, you would think that we smoked a tree
Kissed her goodbye because that's how its supposed to be
I'm in like with this girl, I mean that actually
\u0026 I have love for her that's more than sexually
Put us together, destruction is the recipe
One thing I told her is: Don't fall in love with me
I know there's no point in asking your promising
What I wish I could give is more than promise rings
And you can't come with if you do not know tragedy
Or know the sound of how a caged bird sings
If you tag along be prepared for anything

She can't be my baby if she cannot tease me
She can't be my lady if she cannot please me
She can't be my bitch if she cannot fuck me sleazy
You can not have my heart if you think that life is easy
She can't be my lady if she cannot please me
She can't be my bitch if she cannot fuck me sleazy
She can't be my baby if she cannot tease me
No, you can not have my heart if you think that life is easy
She can't be my bitch if she cannot fuck me sleazy
She can't be my baby if she cannot tease me
She can't be my lady if she cannot please me
No, you can not have my heart if you think that life is easy