Lyrics I Try - ImDontai

Slowly but surely, the bottle's filled like a 40
He hovers over the sink while it's
Pouring, emotions hard to ignore 'em
Prison of thoughts a nigga stuck in this space
Never leaving this place,
Many dreams of walking clean through the gates
You are the people you keep in yo presence often you'll see
My shorty love me to D-E-A-T-H
So many days she waits, you so patient, baby
When she asking me what's going on in my head
Not used to talking so I'm telling lies instead
Don't wanna talk about shit so I walk around with a fit
And a balled fist ready to smash on the table
My rage is like jumper, cable's too close to me
I'm unstable

I know you said you love me
You know I try
You said you'll always be there
And you ain't tell a lie
I know you said you love me
You know I try
You said you'll always be there
And you ain't tell a lie

All fact no false, you deserve it all
I copped you a new coupe and ain't put it on YouTube
2018 push to start, black jeep
Wrangler
If you kill my vibe, I can't hang with yah
Hope to have yah for a lifetime
If I lose you early, pull the plug on my lifeline
You done helped me through a rut
You done helped me through enough
Hope to help another soul
Before my eyes forever close
Lay that boy to rest, and place the red rose
Death ain't playing fair, he eeni meeni mini mo,
And take your spirit to another place
Hope I got the right way with you