Lyrics Distant - Impatient

And I can't step in when my brother's in trouble
It's been 5 years now that distance's been a struggle
And I hate it when I argue with mama
I just hear your voice a couple minutes a week mama
And in between 2 stools I'm still on a roam
I traveled the whole world and still don't know what to call home
And I'm getting used to feeling so distant
I had to leave it all behind in just an instant

Step back I had to see the bigger picture
A J and a call is my medicinal mixture
While your friends live around the corner
Mine be living across the border
So check it
I can't waste this precious time on drama
Second I don't believe in karma
I ain't killed nobody yet, but my plate is full of trauma
Don't know when I'll see you again and vice versa
When my heart plays dead on me
I know it's with you that I need to be
Emotions and distance it's too OP
it's too OP, I just might OD
Confusion getting comfy inside of me
The pain I try to keep inside of me, up inside of me, inside of me
But as long as I got a roof over my head so they don't wanna hear it

And I can't step in when my brother's in trouble
It's been 5 years now that distance's been a struggle
And I hate it when I argue with mama
I just hear your voice a couple minutes a week mama
And in between 2 stools I'm still on a roam
I traveled the whole world and still don't know what to call home
And I'm getting used to feeling so distant
I had to leave it all behind in just an instant

But I'd dedicate my life to a greater purpose
Don't act blind, changes take place below the surface
While you look but don't see
I think my closest ones haven't seen below my surface
Appearances is a lot a things but the truth
Like some have their disguise deployed
Saw this dude wearing a 10 thousand dollar jacket
Just to overhear he's unemployed
When my heart plays dead on me
I know it's with you that I need to be
Emotions and distance it's too OP
It's too OP, I just might OD
Confusion getting comfy inside of me
The pain I try to keep inside of me, up inside of me, inside of me
But as long as I got a roof over my head so they don't wanna hear it

And I can't step in when my brother's in trouble
It's been 5 years now that distance's been a struggle
And I hate it when I argue with mama
I just hear your voice a couple minutes a week mama
And in between 2 stools I'm still on a roam
I traveled the whole world and still don't know what to call home
And I'm getting used to feeling so distant
I had to leave it all behind in just an instant

And I can't step in when my brother's in trouble
It's been 5 years now that distance's been a struggle
And I hate it when I argue with mama
I just hear your voice a couple minutes a week mama
And in between 2 stools I'm still on a roam
I traveled the whole world and still don't know what to call home
And I'm getting used to feeling so distant
I had to leave it all behind in just an instant