Lyrics Wait at the Tone - Inhansed

I been doin′ all I can to try to make it back home
But the longer that it takes, I just feel more alone
There been days I sit and thinking while I'm glued to my phone
Y′all are all together, I'll just call and wait at the tone
Now I don't wanna drag you down, I don′t wanna be a burden
Like every time we talk, I just say how I been hurting
I been thinking what would happen if I never make it
For the sake of both of us I think I′ll save it and I'll face it
But I′m hating how the odds keep on stacking up against me
Don't wanna play the victim, I been seeing y′all with envy
Don't know whats gotten in me. Don′t understand the way I think
'Cause every time I see you all, posted with some drinks
I just feel like no one cares or forgot about me
And when I think if I was there it gets to bothering me
I should be gettin' to sleep all of these memories sting
And I don′t wanna take it out and say some shit I don′t mean

But its the way that I see things
And its the way I process
Can't say I′ve got no shame
In the way that I been acting
I been stuck inside the same place
And I just wanna make some progress
(I'm hurt, lost, been trapped in thoughts)
Well maybe its part of the process

I been lookin′ in the mirror and I'm making different faces
Wonder when I changed here and wishing I could change it
Wishing I could reach out to talk about my problems
But I do it too often, its annoying and its bothersome
I′ll leave a message I been thinking bout a lot
(Its Drew, whats going on?) I just really need to talk
Do you feel the same way that you say that you used to?
Have I gotten annoying, am I plague to the friend group?
Are you positive you're still wanting me your life?
Dog, you all being gone has caused hell through mine
I swear I'm not trying to rely on you, that ain′t fair
But I don′t think you'll ever know how much I wanna be there
Well I′m here if you ever wanna talk
I'm not going anywhere, if I wanted to or not
If you feel different I just hope you let me know
Before every call I make got me waiting at the tone

But its the way that I see things
And its the way I process
Can′t say I've got no shame
In the way that I been acting
I been stuck inside the same place
And I just wanna make some progress
(I′m hurt, lost, been trapped in thoughts)
Well maybe its part of the process