Lyrics Drug Induced - InkMask feat. YSA KillerKenny

I've been intoxicated
Re-lived all my fears then faced them
You could say what I've been through is crazy
But I'd say that it changed and made me
I've been drug induced just all my life
Living right on the edge just to suffice
The daily struggle, then the pain at night
I can't see heaven when hell is in sight

Fighting off my demons, some physically were there
Scary just to see them, my vision was impaired
I'm up for several days and lost in a dark haze
I can't see strait, haven't eaten but not phased
All the fucking dark feelings, and this writing on the ceiling
Shadow people lurking, coming down is not appealing
I'm messing up my life with white powder and the dealing
Not focused on reality and time has been revealing
I got a big issue now, know that I gotta face
Heart is beating faster, no I cannot keep the pace
Anxiety through the roof, you can see it in my face
Wonder how to fix this mess, but I'm too scared to change so

I've been intoxicated
Re-lived all my fears then faced them
You could say what I've been through is crazy
But I'd say that it changed and made me
I've been drug induced just all my life
Living right on the edge just to suffice
The daily struggle, then the pain at night
I can't see heaven when hell is in sight

Focus on me right now
Another bottle I down
When you are not around
Alcohol pool I drown
Visions is a blur, someone get a hold of her
Urges put me in the dirt, and it's killing all my worth
Every day is getting worse, had to put it in this verse
When she leaves it re-occurs, praying to the universe
That i break this curse, cause my ticker really hurts
Selling out my concerts, reppin all my sweat-shirts
YSA the presser, weed on my dress shirt
Sippin lime for dessert, uh, uh, uh
Cause I've been intoxicated
Don't remember shit, it's got me frustrated
Directions to my heart is the pain's location
I just signed a deal, and the devil made it

I've been intoxicated
Re-lived all my fears then faced them
You could say what I've been through is crazy
But I'd say that it changed and made me
I've been drug induced just all my life
Living right on the edge just to suffice
The daily struggle, then the pain at night
I can't see heaven when hell is in sight

Intoxicated
Intoxicated
I'm so intoxicated