Lyrics Underwater - Issa Gold

Shit ain't get me high no more
Never did forget those lies you told
Life been pretty fucked up, might fold
Change my number, don't call my phone
Said I'd be there now I'm gone
Feel no feelings my nigga I'm calm
Heard you hatin' that's not my fault
Fuck your face and I know that's wrong
Where do you go when they tell you it's last call?
Nigga drunk and I'm whippin' like NASCAR
Going too fast, I might crash hard
Never heal but I know that I can't fall
Dreamin' been fading away
In my soul I've been buried in shame
Give me flowers when nigga's awake
When I lay don't you mention my name
Stressеd out with it been stressed out with it
My mind been wishing for the lifе I'm missin'
Back then sinnin', tryna change my mission
Tryna claim my vision but my head not driven
Played your part and left me in the dark
Heard you talk but tension from the start
Took my cross, redemption in my heart
You prayin' for my loss, I pray you go far
Nigga's be lyin' and smile in your face hard
I would never be fake to my main dawgs
Different ways but we came from the same start
Takin' back what you said but it's been hard
Nigga's dyin' alone in the end
Hope my secrets is safe with my friends
Hope you get to remember the best
Know I've never been good with regrets
Nervous to get it, I needed a brave heart
Try to leave and my engine it won't start
I've been wishin' my life, it could restart
Did mistakes in the past and I keep scars
I been driftin' away, wings on
Hope I fly outer space, too gone
Think I'm losing my fate, move on
When the shit ain't the same
Stressed out with it been stressed out with it
My mind been wishing for the life I'm missin'
Back then sinnin', tryna change my mission
Tryna claim my vision but my head not driven
Played your part and left me in the dark
Heard you talk but tension from the start
Took my cross, redemption in my heart
You prayin' for my loss, I pray you go far
I jumped off the ship to try to swim to the shore
They had me tied up for years
I thought I'd never leave the boat
I had bread just to lay on your back and you could float
But the pressure of the water pull me to the ocean floor
I've been down there ever since
I'm gettin' used to the bottom
And swimmin' to the top seem too hard
Tthat's my problem
Rather sit inside my comfort
Even though I'm still drowning
Turn the shit into my world
Like the modern day Poseidon
I'm crying every day
It's been a constant daily battle
When I feel that everyone around me
Sees me as a hassle
Tryna build up something new and not just
Be like a cattle
Just like Jimi Hendrix told us
Water melt a sandcastle
Tryna build my shit with iron
To keep out all the lions
But, when the lightning came
It shocked the frames and the wires
Now I'm, back in the wate
Tryna swim and keep trying
Maybe underwater's good if you've been searching for a fountain
Stressed out with it been stressed out with it
My mind been wishing for the
Life I'm missin' yeah
Back then sinnin', tryna change my mission
Tryna claim my vision
But my head keep spinning, yeah
Played your part, nigga's left me in the dark
Heard you talk but it's tension from the start
Took my cross, redemption in my heart
You prayin' for my loss, I pray you go far