Lyrics Paranoid / Beggar Boy - J. Angel

She ran away with my life
Turn back the clock
Can you gimme back my time

I'm so paranoid
Got me scared to sleep thru the night
Nightmares in my head
Feel like I'm about to ignite

Throw ya shit to the left, Beyoncé
You know I'm no fool
Tell me what the notion is
When you're drownin' me in your lies

And don't you blame your disguise
Ain't no need for u to love me
Come fuck me, imma be fine

You hold the blame
(That changed my life)
Now hold the shame

You ain't the same
(I don't know you)
You changed, you changed

Play with my brain like I'm stupid
These bitches like me like my name is Cupid now
She fell in with my movements
Back at the crib, hadda leave that girl oozin' now

Homecoming suckin' my dick, bad bitch like Nicki
I feel like Uzi now
Open ya mouth imma spit
You a lil freak bitch, throw the top

No, you not scary, I'm in a haven
A nigga like me can get complicated
You won't fuck with me on my worst behavior
That's angels and demons just contemplating

The angel inside me stay meditating
I pull up in Neiman, they wanna feel him
They wanna pull up on a opp just to flee on him
She a big baller bitch, triple B on em

She ran away with my life
Turn back the clock
Can you gimme back my time

I'm so paranoid
Got me scared to sleep thru the night
Nightmares in my head
Feel like I'm about to ignite

Throw ya shit to the left, Beyoncé
You know I'm no fool
Tell me what the notion is
When you're drownin' me in your lies

And don't you blame your disguise
Ain't no need for u to love me
Come fuck me, imma be fine

Now I take back my life
Pick up my pride
Fly my spaceship out in the sky

No more beggar boy
I'm not scared to sleep thru the night
Dreams in my head
Feel like I'm about to take flight

Takin' my bag on the road now
Don't really care where I go
I wanna put on a show
Keep everybody on they toes

I wanna fill up the Garden
Sing my song that everybody knows
Times Square post-show
Meetin' fans on the road

V.I.P in the backseat
My dream girl, she glows
Look at me through the ocean
While she strippin' out of them clothes

Both straps come off
I can feel her skin, thighs color gold
Imma ride with one bitch
Loyal to the grave, til' we turn to bones

Imma always be the same
Nice lil nigga, not for these hoes
I wish I could chill with a real nigga
But that's only if I had a clone

Rearrange your pretty brain
Them boys that you fuck with, they just wanna roam
You wont see me on the streets
I'm all in my bag, and I'm in control

If I go out of my way, tryna make you mine
You better not fold
I had enough of these quick bitches
Need a queen that gon' stay on the throne

Baby you know that I do this
I'd rather die broke than alone
Wastin' my time on a trick
Never ever made a nigga feel at home

Now I take back my life
Pick up my pride
Fly my spaceship out in the sky

No more beggar boy
I'm not scared to sleep thru the night
Dreams in my head
Feel like I'm about to take flight

Now I take back my life
Pick up my pride
Fly my spaceship out in the sky

No more beggar boy
I'm not scared to sleep thru the night
Dreams in my head
Feel like I'm about to take flight