Lyrics I Am - J. Monty

Tell me what is it gonna take Father?
Ain't tryna rush you, but how much longer I gotta wait Father?
I ain't looking for fame Father.
It's just that nowadays I stay bothered
Least I want to do is feed my family and put some food
On they plate Father I been serving you for years now.
Only thing I've earned is tears now
The devil wrote me up a great offer and I'm looking at this bill now
My soul ready to kneel down
At least my son'll think I'm a great father
Sometimes it's worse when you're middle class
Cause you don't make enough for meals and gas But you make too
Much for government assistance Dad Tell me are you listening Dad?
Ain't this why Jesus came in a distant past to identify on my
Kids behalf Who's skipping baths so the water bill won't rise up?
I'm just trying to make a difference 'fore my
Time's up Sometimes I feel like I don't even need You
I speak to people and tell 'em to please believe
You while my faith is failing God I need to see You!
Tell me can You see where I am?
I can't even breathe where I am My heart is on my sleeve I've
Been searching on my knees But it's time for me to leave where I am
I don't wanna be where I am
I cannot believe where I am This world
Is in a season where everybody's bleeding
Whoa
I would kill for the feelin' Of not having bills to the ceiling
Searching Instagram for memes That reveal how I'm feeling I kneel for
My healing, get up,
See people killing and stealing The ceiling is peeling.
It's closing in, I feel the division Killing our brothers God For a
Meal and a color God According to other countries,
It's millions of other gods And you're still undercover God They're
Chopping Christians like lumber Kids and their mothers While you're
Sipping a cup,
Living it up Chilling above us God
What about the promises You made to us?
Bout hopping in and saving us?
A lot of this is baby stuff Your awesome
Fist could break it up, my optimistic days are up
I will not dismiss the Savior but,
This world don't hear you They hear what the politicians saying cause
The politicians here with us,
And we can see 'em And even though they
Probably lying, at least they're breathing
We've got no choice but to accept 'em, so we believe 'em
If there's a God of Earth and heaven
We need to see Him!
Tell me can You see where I am?
I can't even breathe where I am My heart is on my sleeve
I've been searching on my knees But
It's time for me to leave where I am
I don't wanna be where I am
I cannot believe where I am
This world is in a season where everybody's bleeding Whoa
Who is this that obscures My plans with wordsand no knowledge?
Who split water into three.
Liquid, gas, and a solid?
Who set the sun 93 million miles away from the Earth?
Who killed his Son so that you might escape from the curse?
Who knew you in the womb before you were a baby at birth?
Who made all of creation way too deep for angels to search?
Who made light on top of darkness and then made them disperse?
Who shaped the beauty of the human race from the dirt?
I'm splitting the curtain through
I deal with the worst in you
I defend the unworthy few My wisdom
Unsearchable My vision it burns for you
I live with eternal view Here's an imminent certain truth,
I intend to return to you You said you wanna see me Here I Am
Just take a second,
Look around you see how clear I Am Don't you
Know I could never leave you, see how still I Am
The problem with this world is that nobody fears I Am
I Am
Tell me you can see that I Am Know that you only breathe cause I Am
My Spirit is so grieved
I've been searching for a people
Who promise not to leave where I Am You don't
Wanna be where I Am Do you still believe that I Am?
This world has been redeemed through my Sonwho's ever bleeding whoa