Lyrics Control - J-Sea

I don't know
They say the grass always greener on the side that they don't show
I realized, if it shines don't always mean it's gold
Took my mind off the things
I know I can't control
Now watch me go

Life
Praying for my people every night
Cause some of us won't make it out alive
I told them I would never compromise
So I've been going harder every time
Now they know it's us
I was counted out
Now I'm counting up
Now everybody eats, tell them order up
If you can't ride for me
Then you can't roll with us

I don't know
They say the grass always greener on the side that they don't show
I realized if it shines don't always mean it's gold
Took my mind off the things
I know I can't control
Now watch me go

I used to think about
All those days and the nights
And how it made me feel
Cause I'll still touch a mil
If I don't sign a deal
Now all these feelings reoccurring like a monthly bill
That's how I feel
But I got family
That shits for real
Saying that you're praying for me
Keep it real
Trying to pass it down
Like it's in the will
My name in their mouth like it's on a grill
I know the places I'll go
If you love me
You won't let me die alone
Dial tone, you'll hear the dial tone
I'm disappearing when you're calling my phone

I don't know
They say the grass always greener on the side that they don't show
I realized if it shines don't always mean it's gold
Took my mind off the things
I know I can't control
Now watch me go