Lyrics Better In My Head - JORDY

I love in physical touch
I need it too much, at this point, it′s a habit
For me to go to his place
Then walk in with shame and wishin' that hadn′t
If I think that's what I really need then
Why do I feel bitter when I leave?
'Cause I′ll go to his place
Then walk in with shame and wish it never happened

I′m desperate
For someone just to hold me for a second
'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret
Spendin′ nights in someone else's bed
When they wouldn′t even notice if I left
A mess when
I'm tradin′ my emotions for attention
Givin' up, but that's not what I get
Maybe I should touch myself instead
′Cause they′re always fuckin' better in my head
Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-he-head
Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head

I think that intimacy
Is all that I need, but it′s so hard to find it
It's always they′re not into me
They tell me to leave, I'm constantly reminded (Oh, that)
That goodbye only means a new confession
Twenty-five and I′m still learning stupid lessons
Intimacy is all that I need,
But how do you define it? (How do you define it?)

I'm desperate (Hey)
For someone just to hold me for a second
'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret
Spendin′ nights in someone else′s bed
When they wouldn't even notice if I left
A mess when
I′m tradin' my emotions for attention (Tradin′ my emotions)
Givin' up, but that′s not what I get
Maybe I should touch myself instead
'Cause they're always fuckin′ better in my
Head (They′re always fuckin' better in my head)
Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head,
He-he-he-head (They′re always fuckin' better in my)
Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head

I go through the motions
I push, then I pull him
I know I should just go to bed (Oh)
Can′t help that I'm hopeless
I know where it′s goin'
But maybe just let me pretend

I'm desperate
For someone just to hold me for a second (Hold me for a second)
′Cause I get kinda lonely then regret (Regret, regret)
Spendin′ nights in someone else's bed
When they wouldn′t even notice if I left (Oh woah)
A mess when
I'm tradin′ my emotions for attention (I'm tradin′ my emotions)
Givin' up, but that's not what I get (Woah)
Maybe I should touch myself instead
′Cause they′re always fuckin' better in my head
Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head,
He-he-he-head (They′re always fuckin' better in my)
Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head,
He-he-head (They′re always fuckin')
Better in my