Lyrics Pain On Me - JSuper

Still gotta lotta pain one me
But still clean not a stain on me
Drip drain wash a hater down the sink
Not rich but I'm bubbling on the brink
Finding the missing link
But as soon I blinked
I was hit wit the jinx
Felt so bad had to sit up to sleep
Damn was it from the jet lag
That Vegas trip was a blast
But soon as I got back
And not long after that
It's like my jet crashed
So many questions to ask
About what the fuck I had
I'm hoping it's not that bad
I just knew it was different
I'm pretty good with the signals
The body normally gives you
And if you came to start shit I'm built for it
Back bone so strong won't even tilt forward huh
Can't be a warrior and be over worried
Never cared if anyone heard me

I gotta lotta pain on me
Ain't a lot the same
Stop thinking it'll be
If I learned game
Bet I paid that fee
Blaze that please
I gotta lot more to see
I'm tired of walking with this
Pain on me
Never be the same
Stop thinking it'll be
If I learned any game
Treat it like you want keep it
And be careful in the street
Cause Momma I don't see you so soon
So soon

I know you up there waiting
But I'm down here shaking
I'm just trying to be patient
Trying not to be a patient
But that ain't my choice
Speaking up to the top
I hope you hearing my voice
I been holding it down
Are you gon' let me rejoice
I don't know why I doubt
I always stay to my course
Redirecting my route
You know water it pours
And when a certain amount
Nothing can stop it's force
That's kinda how I feel
Based on the life I live
Been taking right steps
Changing up my meals
Guess it's still no deal
Yea I see how it is
When the future looks dim
I see it as a gem
But my friends and my family
Are looking for answers
And you knowing how I'm feeling
On this 40th chapter
Time to finish the battle
I got more shit to tackle
Rest in peace to this cancer

I gotta lotta pain on me
Ain't a lot the same
Stop thinking it'll be
If I learned game
Bet I paid that fee
Blaze that please
I gotta lot more to see
I'm tired of walking with this
Pain on me
Never be the same
Stop thinking it'll be
If I learned any game
Treat it like you want keep it
And be careful in the street
Cause Momma I don't see you so soon
So soon

I gotta lotta pain on me
Ain't a lot the same
Stop thinking it'll be
If I learned game
Bet I paid that fee
Blaze that please
I gotta lot more to see
I'm tired of walking with this
Pain on me
Never be the same
Stop thinking it'll be
If I learned any game
Treat it like you want keep it
And be careful in the street
Cause Momma I don't see you so soon