Lyrics Real Life Fantasy - Ja Rule feat. Anita Louise

Bright light big stages bad habbits
Get high got to prison and invade taxes
This is not what i invison
When i started rapping.
F-ck the mansions, the pantoms, the sweets, the cabanas
Beacuse none of that matters when the mirror shatters
All i see is pieces of me scattered
Is it a miracle or is it madness?
Because when i puts it all together it freflexs this,
And this is me
About as you gonna get to insanity or genius
My real life fantasy

Is this my life or am i dreaming
I can't lie i don't believe it
Iiiii... i don't believe it
Iiiii... is this my life

Talking fantasies, they're more twistes then memories
I never thought gotti would leave the game like d r e
Never thought shanti would ever stop reppin the team,
And the f-ck is lloyd hooking up with the enemies
If this was 03 i would have told you,
You was crazy if you told me this is what it would be
I miss vita caddy black child charlie,
I thought we were tighter then the marleys ... family
But i guess you can't be, in an industry theres nothing but envy,
Jealousy ... please nobody be friend me!
Nah, my real life fantasy

Is this my life or am i dreaming
I can't lie i don't believe it
Iiiii... i don't believe it
Iiiii... is this my life