One

One (Yeah, yeah)
All I ever needed was one
I only really need one (One, one, yeah)
One (Uh)
All I ever needed was one
I only really need one
All I really need is

One chance for me to make up for mistakes
I wish I could replay so wouldn't feel like I need to repay
It's hard to focus on the future when you're stuck in the past
I feel like a monster or an animal, imprissoned in glass
I've been avoiding my friends and family
So the only one who knows about my problems is me
I should probably talk to someone but I don't know
Sometimes I feel like I have no

One (Yeah, yeah)
All I ever needed was one
I only really need one (One, one, yeah)
One (Uh)
All I ever needed was one
I only really need one
All I really need is

What is this "one" that I need?
Is "one" a chance or someone?
Or is "one" the girl that used to be mine
But when it comes to me she does not want?
Life right now, it's been kicking my ass
It's all my fault, cause I didn't confront
My issues, should've said something
It's too late, I guess that means nothing
My minds buffering (Yeah)
So I just got to take it and swallow (Huh)
I have been feeling so hollow (Yeah)
I'm tryna chug some bottles (Yeah)
I wanna get fucked up (Why?)
But right now, nothing is hitting me
I get upset when I see you at lunch
Then feel it walking into U.S. History
Cause I think of the history of us
Oh well shit, I guess that's tough
Well I got a handful other problems
And all the problems are fucking me up
Cause I can happy but most of the time I've been sad with a frown
Right now I just wanna be spared, because life has me pinned down
To make things clear
I'm not happy with what I see in the mirror
I don't want attention but
I don't think there will be much
Commotion if I disappear (If I disappear)
Shit nowadays doesn't even blow my mind
Yet it gives me another reason to blow my mind
This isn't even over a girl
I've been like this for a longest time
I wish I could see my grandma more but not like this
I'm still thankful for everything, I don't want to sound like a bitch
Maybe I just need to blow up and be famous
And I don't think this will be cured if I get rich
There will be hole in my soul like donut and that cannot be replaced with a drift
But what if my parents saw me hung?
I don't want them see that so I'd rather run
But I don't wanna give false hope, or a cliffhanger
So I'd rather jump off the cliff or hang
They say everyone had an Angel and a devil on their shoulder
Well I have two demons and they weigh me down like a boulder
In my head, it's a constant debate
But I can't get rid of my self hate (Yeah)
One life
One chance
One person
One song to blow up
One last dance
Look in the mirror
I'm almost an adult now
But I still don't feel like a man
Sometimes I wondering if I can pull through it
Other times I wanna just give up and pull it
All my problems that I have can be solved
They can be solved with just one bullet

Hey Jacob, it's Mimi, uh, you can come over today, talk to you later, bye-bye