Lyrics Been the Same (Pain in My Eyes) [feat. J Da Spartan] - JaeTwoThree feat. J Da Spartan

Shoutout drumdummie For this one
Yea, life come at in crazy ways mane
Bill after bill, problem after problem...
And sadly death after death
They say some people dont know how to project pain
I say look that mf dead in the eye, listen

If you could see what I'm going thru, pain in my eyez,my heart breaking inside
Everytime my uncle and auntie cry forreal
God why'd you take some real niggas wit you, they reside the sky
I'm ready to ride, like they still right here by side
If you, thinkin you know what I'm goin thru
Then you, just keeper me prayed up like my grandmama would do
Cant even keep it on the low ever since shit changed it ain't been the same

When I sit and look a back on the shit it be feelin like dam dream, fuck that a nightmare
Now nigga paranoid sittin passenger side, might lose ya life there
God you know, cuzzo time, wasnt right there
He was raising his son, dreams of gettin up out and chillin up under sun
Rell nigga was pose be partna, but partna was playin like he had it loaded for fun
Boom only sound that could come, now all you hear" I want my cousin back"
Hearing Dustin name got me tears, it still feel so crazy, he ain't comin back
R.i.p all the ones gone, cause peace dont know me, and I ain't lovin that, oh no
They ask when you gon stop wiling in streets, I tell em i dont know
Just thinkin bout it but me bad vibes, like it's the wrong song
Goin thru emotions twista, but I'm a real playa type of mister
Fightin in my veins, so I keep my hands up
Know I ain't been the same tryna get thru the pain, but this rain wont let up

If you could see what I'm going thru, pain in my eyez
Our hearts breaking inside, but mama i dont like no tears upon ya eyes
How my granny pass away, still family issues?
Buts it gon be alright, she tell me what's good every night
But I still cant heal this goddamn mind or heart
If you, thinkin you know what I'm goin thru
Then you, just keep me prayed up like my grandmama would do
I swear my highs been feeelin low, Ever since shit changed it ain't been the same

Present day 851 feel like a dam dream, scratch that a nightmare
Anytime you walked up in the house, in that first room, arneal was right there
I apologize for all of the times, I would raise my voice
Like you wouldnt whoop ass and still raise me
You held me down since a young lovin baby
All these tears runnin down you forever my lady
Got the news early mornin in vegas
Put pinky and jacques right into the benz and I flee'd
Woulda thought a spaceship was my car, cause I wasnt caring bout speed
Cryin cause i wasnt there for you when you was in need
But yo soul left this world so you know that mine bleeds
So much shit on chest
But I still gotta lead, double 1 double O where I'm from, still got good g.a.m.e
My mind screwed
Cause now I gotta make these for yall, talkin my p.i.l's is gone
So do you, know that what I'm sayin ain't false, fam gon keep goin for yall, foreeal

Forreal, be a lot that sometimes just get to a nigga. In the time span of a year or so
I lost alotta folks I'd never thought twice about losing
My dad, grandma, uncle, cousins just wanna give all our loved ones a moment a silence

Anybody goin thru it, I see you
You ain't gotta tell me, I see the pain in eyes baby.
Just know its gon be alright
Weight up for them ya heard? I'm gone