Lyrics Jalen - Jaedawn

Here we go
Another day another day begins
And I pretend like I'm ready for it
Bittersweet moment when the sun shine in
Cuz I know that its gonna be the same as before
But maybe I can change it if I try
But why try
It feels so good when I'm inside her
And I appreciate it
And I'm annebriated when I'm in it
But it's different than love no
Yea something you can't measure with a ruler
Something I can't treasure if I'm cooler than you
No no no nothing I can say about it
Yea I just know I can't be ok without it
But oh
Another night another night begins
And I pretend like I'm so glad to call you my friend
But what for
And what for
And what more can we be in the future

I hope you have a beautiful life
I hope you never ever wanna cry about the way you make me feel
I hope your life is wonderful and full
I hope you never go and realize everything you did to me cuz I'll be alright
And he treats you better than I ever could
Better than I ever could

Through the still waters I can see 'em lurking with the dorsal fin
Unfazed yea I'm still balling
Eating Chinese off the porcelain
You can find me when I'm posted in the back of my home
Typing on my phone an a quick note
Heated like I'm in a Quiznos
Fuck it I'll finish up the verse
Show the rough draft to the big bro
Finish product in the studio
Hell IMF but its lit tho
Preaching how I'm hunting for a lioness
Coming back with a slit throat
Pain rushing through veins
How long can I sustain
Stay same dont switch lanes
Yea I know you know about the lane switch
You switched on all the friends you came with
Now all your memories are tainted
See there you go putting the mask up
Ain't let nobody in after tragedy hit with your last nigga
Probably reason why you passed up on every faithful nigga that you came across including me
See it wasnt supposed to be you and me
Well it wasnt supposed to be shit cuz I know ain't nothing given girl
But truthfully if you wasnt you for a minute
And you attended to yourself like you was me
Or even if you were somebody else on the outside looking in
You'd probably root for me
You must be out of your mind to fuck with a nigga mind
Really I dont give a fuck
And I don't wanna hear another word
Better zip it up
Haven't heard from you in a minute
But you always coming through hella late like you shooting in the clutch
But now I really know what's going on
Girl the jig is up
And I dont really care about your past
Didn't mean you had to screw me over in the aftermath
We ain't have to clash
Yea yea your old nigga did the same
But that was that
All effects you had on my life you'll probably never know
Cuz that was years ago
Baby out of wedlock still think about it when I'm all alone like