Lyrics Roses - Jaisun Toro

Other day they brought you up, and every time it choke me up
Heard this beat had so much I wanted to say on it
Close my eyes try to find the words and seen your face on it
Lately I been drowning in grief, suffering in silence and I don′t wanna speak
Everyone asking if i'm ok, if I want something to eat
Eye′s swell up with tears as I slump in my seat but they just looking out
Ok what they want me to be
Say if I miss them so much then just talk to them b
Like thats something I need I been talking but they ain't talking to me
You know what they say when one must leave one must come
And when my Tio Jose died out came my son
Goes to show that even when time stops life goes on.
Border of emotion still don't know what side i′m on
Philadelphia born I bleed green thats how it usually go
And when my Titi died thats when we won the super bowl
He sent an angel on the field to bring the trophy home
White butterflies letting me know i′m not alone
White butterflies letting me know i'm not alone
I′m not alone

I lost my roses in the wind
We're all just roses in the wind
I lost my rose

Remember how everywhere you were was your home?
Trying to be good but i cant accept the unknown
You leaving this worlds just something I cannot condone
My minds playing tricks on me when Im all alone
But sometimes I be falling
How can I stand tall when you were my grounding
Your words on repeat but sometimes I start doubting
Rollin cigarillos back to back it got me clouded boy i′m clouded
First death I remember was 93
My momma got the call her daddy died she dropped to her knees
Too young to understand what it means
Grabbing her chest crying was hard to breathe
And I never seen my mama like that
Why you have to take her father like that yeah I felt her pain
I lost a piece of my mama that day
And I can never take that pain away
Lord take us back to better days
Take us back
We cant change the moment we can't the past
We can work on the future but now is all we got
Appreciate and love them now while you got em
That′s it

I lost my roses in the wind
We're all just roses in the wind
I lost my rose

I'm not gonna wait till later to tell you I love you now
And I appreciate that god gave you to me for now
And I understand that you were never mind
It just was my time to spend with you
Peace and love
I love you