Lyrics Overdue - Jarryd James , Trapo

Don't wanna see the sunrise
Give me all the grey skies
Alone in the night time
Don't want your daylight
I wonder if my brain's right
I wonder what I'd treat you like
If I was home every single night
Just don't forget me...

California bleeds
California bleeds me dry
California dreams
California dreams will die

Maybe if I lay low
If I dream if I stay beneath the radar
They won't even know if I been laid off
But did all the misery get paid off
Weed in the corridor
Strangers knocking at my door
Tell me what I'm made for
What I'm
What I'm made for

California bleeds
California bleeds me dry
California dreams
California dreams will die

And tell me what it's for
Tell me what the play is
I'm doing overtime
I'm working overtime for it
And tell me what the play is
To get me on the playlist
I'm working all the time

California bleeds
California bleeds me dry
California dreams
California dreams will die

Cali (California)
Not home, but this Cali, Cali
I'm done with this Cali, Cali
Hold onto this Cali flower
Don't fuck up this Cali moment
I'm flaggin' down cabs
I'm low on my cash, but dammit, I'm comin' over
I'm down to walk clouded beaches
I'm 'round 'til you're missin' no one
How to make a dollar, take a Cali 'fore you step
How 'bout you provide with me the
Secret, how to grow and get the muscle
My surroundings, when the doubtin' me at home
You can make a future with your name on your t-shirt
Until eyes gon' fall, I got bored at home
I know a place not far where they dream so big
Was a bitter-ass kid when they don't take off
I guarantee you'll lose the words you spoke
Told you not idols, I worship ghosts
And they all want me to come join they section, yeah
I treat all my blessings like
Weapons, been holdin' them closer than ever
As soon as I'm testin' this throne,
Won't survive 'til we both on the stretcher
'Cause I see the militant man in you
Or is it me settle land when builder due?
I'm battlin' on the fence again,
I get defensive when it's only anything but you
Them lies will grow so enormous
I feel like I can't ignore 'em
Gettin' real hard to trust somebody
No longer want no one over
I'm tryna go somewhere quiet
I'm tryna raise the score
I used to raise my fists and now my name ignored
I left a trail of leaves just like a trail of thoughts
Like the game you win
I saw it comin', this can't be all for me
How you gon' fly when they taped your wings?
And you take your jigs from those in need
When the doors don't rise like the butterflies
On the foreign cars, they gon' watch you smile like shit's all good
It ain't so bad so erase your past will mean everything
But see everything comes back in a while
And I pack my bag
That's me tuggin' the luggage
The vices the prices I do love for
I don't do beaches no more
Nah, I wake up to go to sleep
Fuck if they notice me
I don't like dreamin' no more
Don't do the woe is me
I do the get it together and fuck up the fuck up
I aim at the weather, might check up the weather report