Lyrics Shattered - Jay Alexander

Wake the fuck up, it's time I showed you how it is
In this place without light, there is just darkness
And scarred wrists, and just a single microphone
For when I get to feeling like I am too alone
Grab that shit, let my feelings become my words
And never give a fuck who thinks it is absurd
This is my therapy, and I will never quit
I just spit and I spit, and just not give a shit

Everything is broken around me
And I'm lying in pieces
That I can't mend together

I never fail to underestimate myself
Because I am just a fucking mess that is devoid of wealth
And never seems to be able to regulate my mental health
So I just sit here and scream on about my personal hell
You ever fell, into a depression so bad you wanted to kill yourself?
So far deep that you couldn't even feel yourself?
With tools so out of reach you couldn't rebuild yourself?
I have, way too many times before
And now that I am out the door
I will continue to abhor
Those past memories as my mental decor

Everything is broken around me
And I'm lying in pieces
That I can't mend together

Everything is broken, everything is fixed
I am just a strong man, I am a punk bitch
This world is worth saving, this world needs to burn
I am feeling contradictory, I will never learn
The cycle just continues, until the clock expires
Call me anything you like, I am not a liar
So take this from your cradle, and take this to your grave
This life ain't for the feeble, this life is for the brave