Lyrics Damage - Jay Triiiple

Damage damage going so insane
Damn I′m damn I'm fuckin up my brain
Damage
Goddammit fuckin up my brain
Damage damage going so insane
Damn I′m damn I'm fuckin up my brain
Damage
Goddammit fuckin up my brain

This looks like a race I won't be finishing
I feel I′m getting sicker by the minute determination diminishing
I′m sick sick of myself
So sick I don't seek out for anymore help
So sick I′m even getting sick of myself
Mom's think I′m bipolar she scared for my health
But how true am I? How true am I
Honest enough to confess I entertain the thoughts of suicide
And you would too if you was I
You said God is the reason that I'm breathing
Then tell me why my only company is demons
I mean its hard when I can clearly see that there′s an enemy
But I can't tell there's a God
God why don′t you send for me
I′m in a deep hole wanting bad to climb out
Is this as far as it goes cuz I can't figure it out
Cuz I got damage
And I′m tired of fighting
Its dark in my thoughts I wish my mind had a light switch
I'm sorry if you played this tape thinking it was hype shit
You don′t like depressive music
I don't like living life like this
Can′t you see that I got

Damage damage going so insane
Damn I'm damn I'm fuckin up my brain
Damage
Goddammit fuckin up my brain
Damage damage going so insane
Damn I′m damn I′m fuckin up my brain
Damage
Goddammit fuckin up my brain

Stressed and depressed I don't know what I have left
I can feel the rest of my hope pouring out my chest
Fuckin up my brain yea I′m fuckin up my brain
Tryna figure out what the hell is gonna ease my pain
I'm heavenly sent but the devil calls my name
Niggas saying that they get me don′t know the half of my pain
I wake up with good intentions voices in my head got other plans
I would tell my friends but nah they wouldn't understand
Endless dialogue I wish I could end it all
I never asked for this life but I feel everything′s my fault
I'm falling off I'm falling bill collectors calling
I wanna talk to someone I know I don′t do that often
Cuz I say I′m good but can't you tell that I′m lying
You see me alive but can't you tell that I′m dying
You see me smile but can't you tell I was crying
I say I′m good why can't you see that I'm lying

Damage damage going so insane
Damn I′m damn I′m fuckin up my brain
Damage
Goddammit fuckin up my brain
Damage damage going so insane
Damn I'm damn I′m fuckin up my brain
Damage
Goddammit fuckin up my brain

Breathing deep cuz my anxiety is whirling all inside of me
Knowing that I am, but not being who I'm tryna be
I know no individual′s invincible
But if I could be a super hero I'd make insecurities invisible