Lyrics Both Sides - Jaybreezy

Did I really mean something to you
Cuz you just threw our love away
And all of the things I've done for you
Did they mean anything
Did they mean anything
Oh oh oh oh

I really thought I had it thought our souls tied
I gave you all I had and now I got no more tries
I navigated well I didn't need a tour guide
Now you got me thinking did you plan this shit the whole time
Cuz now I'm fucked up my pain could life a truck up
It caught me by surprise and I can't believe that it snuck up
I said a lot of shit and I'm thinking I should've shut up
Don't know what to do but I'm sitting and yelling what's love
Yeah now that's a dirty word
But I couldn't blame you for it cuz I felt it first
Never talking always bring the action I'm a walking verb
I told you I would love you until January 33rd
And I meant it I don't ever play pretend
All the loving that I gave look where it left me in the end
You made me feel special and wanted that's something big
You knew I struggled with that feeling but you gave it out again
And it's worse than the first time I'm feeling so defeated
I gave a good heart and you gave it back in pieces
You told me about your book but I just didn't read the thesis
Should've listened when you said it but the thoughts were never creeping
You helped me find my self you came just in a time of need
I told you what I wanted really had me beg and plead
Never gave the boy a chance but gave to some who shouldn't see
And now I'm fuckin broken thoughts of 9 up to my head and squeeze
Yeah and I'm just feeling lost
Was cookin with you really thought you was the secret sauce
Did the shit so easily I'm thinking did you care at all
Got a fear of heights but then with you I wasn't scared to fall
Now I can't stand, really should've kept them planted
Talking to my therapist about the broken damage
Searching for a bad day cuz good I'll just never have it
I just wish I knew your side so I could understand it

Did I really mean something to you
Cuz you just threw our love away
Wish I knew your side so I could understand it
And all of the things I've done for you
Did they mean anything
Did they mean anything
Oh oh oh oh

I know I don't express it but you mean the most
I broke some bread with people but with you we was making toast
You were great in every way and I just didn't know
The feelings that would come from what we did and everything I chose
You found your happiness in me and I was glad for it
But I can't be just what you need I couldn't stand for it
And I can't tell you who you should and who you shouldn't love
Just know I did some things that I regret and I just shouldn't of
Yeah and there's no excuse
I regret the fact I hurt you with the way I moved
I could tell I broke you by the things you say and what you do
I never meant to hurt you this a me thing it wasn't you
You found yourself but I'm still looking for me
There's certain shit I gotta do before I let you succeed
And all the shit that you told me I really thought you could be just what I need
But you lied so maybe later we'll see
That shit ain't always what's appearing
Listen to what you hearing
Life ain't always good it ain't perfect like Ed Sheeran
I really hate the thing I did
I always think about the shit
And if I was in the other shoe I wouldn't speak to me again
But the fact that you do is a reason I would give
To do what's best for me and hope you're in this life I live
Not today and not tomorrow maybe on a different planet
And now you know my side I just hope you understand it

Did I really mean something to you
Cuz you just threw our love away
Now you know my side I hope you understand it
And all of the things I've done for you
Did they mean anything
Did they mean anything
Oh oh oh oh